Posts Tagged ‘9/11’

9/11 letter to friends

9月 11, 2026
Hi, hope you are well. It is raining here in Vienna, finally. It has been a very dry year. The radio is full of 9/11, 25 years. I was in Beijing, Jackie and I were in Beijing. Jackie was going to get pregnant, Maia was born on Sept. 4, 2002. Jackie worked at the Austrian embassy, military section. Yeah, they have one, even though Austria is rather small and our military is supposed to be neutral, that was a prerequisite to get Allied troops leaving in 1955. It is basically for emergencies such as floods. Although they had some troops at the borders to Hungary and Slovenia when and after many refugees came in 2015. There is a draft for males, but you can do voluntary service in hospitals etc. instead. I taught German to Bosnian refugees instead of military service. That was in 1993.
Jackie and I saw the news on 9/11, 2001 in Beijing somewhere in between on some sreens, I don’t remember exactly. Did I see it first, did I call her? Maybe.
Liam called a few days after or so. He said everything is going to change. Not the relationship between USA and China, probably not, I said. They remember the bombs on the Belgrade Chinese embassy in 1999. It was a stupid thing to say. But I was in China. I had seen some poetry online already, I think. Very sympathetic. But yeah, people remembered 1989 back then.
I was in Vermont about one month in 2014, October. I was there as a translator for a Chinese poet. Yi Sha and I had met for the first time in December 2013 in Xi’an. We became good friends. He translated my poetry, too.
In September 2011 I wrote a song, to the tune of Der Mond ist aufgegangen by Matthias Claudius. It starts in English, but there is some German in between. I wrote it for Moon Festival, 中秋 was on Sept. 12 that year. That is pretty early. Don’t even know know when it is this year. We have a Chinese calendar hanging in our apartment, I am going to look. Better than online.
You can read my song through this link
https://banianerguotoukeyihe.com/2011/09/13/hope-you-had-a-happy-moon/
The tune is probably easy to find.
Leo speaks much more now, in German, English and even some Chinese. And he does Duolingo for French. We are going to France again soon, and maybe even to Guadeloupe this year. We have friends there. Anne-Laure was our neighbor in Beijing, up on the roofs. Jackie had met her in 1994 already, I think. We went to her wedding in a village near Bordeaux in 2016, or was it 2017? They have a bee farm with bed and breakfast on Guadeloupe, they have been there some years now.
A Chinese friend of us is in Berlin now. We met him in 2003 in Beijing, through his 姐姐. We knew her from Romania in 1997/1998. Maybe he can come visit. Another friend stayed with us ten days ago or so.
My reading at Vermont Studio Center on October 5, 2014 had this 9/11 Moon song, among other stuff. I had five poems, Yi Sha also had five, I think. He shared his reading with me, that was his idea. My 9/11 Moon song was well received. People came up to me afterwards and told me they liked it. I don’t know if they understood the German parts. Maybe some. It was the first time they had someone from Austria there. Vermont has many people with Austrian roots. Yi Sha and I got lost in the woods one day, and when we got to a main road, we hitchhiked back. A student took us, there is a college close to the Center in Johnson. In the car on the way he asked us where we were from. He was surprised I was from Austria. His family came from there, he said. But it was the first time in his life meeting someone directly from Austria. I didn’t ask if his folks fled from the Nazis.
The guy next to me on the picture comes from Tibet. He was also invited to stay there, two months or so in his case, as far as I remember. He made his own instrument and sang almost every day in his room next to mine in the writer’s building. People didn’t complain, although some complained when Yi Sha and I discussed poetry in our rooms. Our voices carry. We had a friend from Chicago there, JoAnne. We had very good times.
You can see and read what we recited back then through this link:
https://banianerguotoukeyihe.com/2014/10/09/martin-winter-reading-on-sunday-0ct-5th-2014-at-vermont-studio-center/
Yi Sha and I are not friends anymore. He thought he had to support Russia after they invaded Ukraine in 2022. Now he says that war doesn’t have anything to do with China. Back then everyone immediately thought about Taiwan. So if he says now the war between Russia and Ukraine has nothing to do with China, all the better, I guess.
Back then in 2014 they became friends for the time we were there, the poets from Tibet and China. They exchanged some poetry. What was his name, our friend from Tibet? I saw him on Facebook sometimes. One of the songs he sang in Tibetan with his homemade guitar-like instrument was a song that Yi Sha knew from his childhood. With Maoist lyrics.
I should do some translation now, Chinese to German.
Take care, write when you can, please.
See you all again, hopefully soon.
Martin

9/11, 20 years on

9月 12, 2021

20

9/11 is like 1989.
People will remember.
20, 30, a hundred years after.
One such year is more than enough
in a lifetime, if you were there
among the carnage
or when the wall came down,
or was opened​, at first.
I was on a beach in 1989,
in the winter.
Weeks on a beach,
and Romania burned,
after Czechoslovakia didn’t,
and so on and so on.
A beach in Thailand, sunset beach.
Sunrise is on the other side
of the peninsula.
There is a mountain in between,
and there was one water buffalo left,
as far as I remember.
Krabi, Krabi! crie the boatsmen,
we didn’t go back to Krabi, the nearest town,
for quite a while.
Newspapers were from days ago, a week ago.
It was a marvelous year.
In 1989, I was in Taiwan, and in between, in the US and in Thailand.
In 2001, I was in Beijing.
Jackie worked in the Austrian embassy.
I was teaching and translating.
We saw it on TV, not right away,
as far as I remember.
We talked to friends and relatives
on the phone.
It was two years after 1999,
when Belgrade was bombarded.
They bombed the Chinese embassy,
it’s still not clear why.
I was in China then too,
in Chongqing.
I cried when I saw the towns over there on TV,
it looked too much like home.
They did to Belgrade what the Serbian side
had done to Sarajewo, and other cities,
and there was the massacre of Srebrenica
and so on and so on.
Yugoslavia is the place in Europa
that had no walls coming down in 1989,
rather some going up, more and more.
In 2012 we did a magazine issue here in Vienna,
Headfirst through the Great Wall of China,
or something like that.
It was crazy.
We had Yan Jun for reciting poetry and drama,
and we had Hui Ye, a very versatile local artist, mostly based in Austria.
Yan Jun is a famous poet and experimental musician from Lanzhou,
lives mostly in Beijing, very much on the fringe.
So we were doing a small local magazine,
but we were so excited, we told all the world!
I did, mostly. It was really great.
We had Yugoslavia, mainland China, Taiwan
and a Turkish German author wrote
the Great Wall was a sleeping dragon
that woke up once in a few centuries
and people came to grief.
And the magazine editor wanted to kill that,
thought it was disrespectful.
I don’t think he knew anyone from China.
How is this about 9/11?
9/11 was like 1989, in a way.
Everyone knows what happened in 1989,
or everyone doesn’t,
depends where you are.
There are still thousands of people
who died in New York on that day,
but there are no remnants.
They are still searching for traces.

MW September 2021

 

 

 

OHNE TITEL – 無題:伊沙 Yi Sha

9月 24, 2017

Yi Sha
OHNE TITEL

ein gedicht von martin
das ich übersetzt hab
SEPTEMBER MORNING
hat die All-Seasons-Hotelkette gekauft
jeder gast bekommt eins
bei mir gegenüber
haben sie auch so ein hotel
soll ich vielleicht
dort übernachten
um das gedicht abzuholen
oder gleich wieder auschecken
nachdem ich das gedicht hab
oder noch einfacher
sagen ich will ein zimmer besichtigen
und das gedicht mitgehen lassen

22.September 2017
Übersetzt von Martin Winter, September 2017

 

《无题》

伊沙

 

我翻译的
维马丁的诗
《九月的早晨》
被全季酒店收购了
送给入住的客人
我家对面
就开了一家
我是不是
也去住上一晚
只为领诗
或者干脆
领了诗就退房
或者更干脆
假装看房
偷了诗就跑

 

Yi Sha
GARBEN

“jeden tag euch bedienen
irgenwann hat euer diener genug!”
arger streit mit fahrgast
busfahrer schießt den ganzen wagen
zurück in die zeit vor der befreiung

September 2017
Übersetzt von MW im September 2017

 

《点射》

"天天伺候你们
老子已经伺候够了!"
与乘客恶吵
巴士司机爆出一语
把一车人喷回解放前

 

Yi Sha
OHNE TITEL

in einer doku hab ich gesehen
george w. bush hatte vier ghostwriter
der von der rede nach 9/11
war ein dicker mann über dreissig
großer fan von hemingway
wollte immer so klingen
er sitzt im café beim weißen haus
im halbstock allein an einem tisch
hat in vier stunden
die herrliche rede fertig geschrieben
16 jahre später
die rede von trump vor der uno
die war auch so herrlich
wessen feder war das
und wen verehrt er oder sie

September 2017
Übersetzt von MW im September 2017

 

《无题》

伊沙

 

在一部纪录片中看到
小布什手下有四支笔杆子
为他起草9.11讲话的那一支
是个三十来岁的胖子
海明威的铁粉
写作方式都要学偶像
于是他在白宫外的咖啡馆
一楼半的独座上
花四小时完成了
美文一般的9.11讲话稿
十六年过去了
特朗普在联合国的发言
又是一篇美文
出自谁的手笔
又是哪位大师的铁粉

 

Yi Sha
GARBEN

manche leute züchten
ganz kleine tiere
manche länder auch

September 2017
Übersetzt von MW im Sept. 2017

 

Yi Sha
GARBEN

warum sind die freunde unseres landes
so voller scheiße

September 2017
Übersetzt von MW im Sept. 2017

 

《点射》
伊沙

有人喜欢养
畸形小动物
有的国也是

2017/9

 

《点射》

为何我国的朋友
全都是一屁股屎

2017/9

PEKINGMENSCH 北京人

9月 12, 2016

in_the_tree

PEKINGMENSCH

wir haben eine sehr schöne tochter
gestern war 9/11
gestern vor 15 jahren
unsere tochter ist 14
2002 in china geboren
am 4. september
sie ist noch nicht sehr groß
noch nicht ausgewachsen
sie hat ihren klaren eigenen kopf
wenn sie nicht wütend ist
als kleines kind war sie auf meinem fahrrad
in einem drahtkorb
manchmal auch vorne
wie später ihr bruder
mit drei oder vier hat sie gesungen
ganz lange geschichten
jedesmal bisschen anders
zwischen gongti und dongzhimen
zuojiazhuang
in beijing 2005 oder so
dornröschen schneewittchen und aschenbrödel
und viel maia eigenbau
gesungen chinesisch oder auf deutsch
auf dem weg zum schwimmbad oder zurück
oder auch fun dazzle
chinesisch als erste sprache
wo shi beijingren
2002 ist sehr lange her

MW September 2016

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悼大衛鮑伊 – FOR DAVID BOWIE

1月 15, 2016

悼大衛鮑伊

惦記他
故他在
记得9/11以後
他在紐约唱保羅西蒙的歌
America
惦記盧·里德
兩三年前聽他的現場
惦記臺灣老朋友
廖瑞銘臺灣語教授
记得88年在臺灣買崔健的卡带
惦記傳聲頭像
AC-DC 酒吧
平克·弗洛伊德
寫在BUFFALO TOWN 天花板
惦記臺灣摇滚
以及所有抵抗强暴的聲音

2016.1.11

60x60-5zg

————————————

星期六七月26号去了鲍勃.迪伦现场 – Bob Dylan concert 在 Wiesen, 奥地利 Austria.
Rather good. Full raspy voice. Lots of ambivalence in the songs. Experimenting with old songs, making it new.
Songs from the albums TIME OUT OF MIND, WORLD GONE WRONG, BLOOD ON THE TRACKS and others. “Love Sick” was the last song. Very, very good. Before that, a new version of Blowin’ in the Wind.
Dylan was rather like Cui Jian 崔健 when he’s good – new songs every time, all of it – especially the classics.
Dylan mostly played piano. Good band. Each song a surprise. We saw Lou Reed two years ago. Also very good. Experimental, still.
That was the last chance I would get to experience Lou Reed live. He was himself, as far as I could tell. They also had what was left of The Doors – still with Ray Manzarek – and Ian Anderson and others. Doors trying to sound like on the records. Oh well. Ian Anderson coherent for one song only. Sad. Lou Reed strong. Like Dylan this time.

READING ORDERS – Yi Sha 伊沙《閱讀指令》

11月 18, 2015

Yi_Sha_vortrag_VSC

Yi Sha 《閱讀指令》
READING ORDERS

in these few days
I’ve read them again and again
four pages of orders
left behind by the suicide terrorists

“now is the time
you have to get up
get dressed as fast as you can”
so I get up
get dressed

“now is the time
go wash yourself
go to the bathroom
look into the mirror
get rid of unnecessary
small hairs on your face”
so I wash myself
and listen to
the sound of my razor

“now is the time
you have to go out
go downstairs call a taxi
when you sit in the cab
you will feel nervous
and the best method
against feeling nervous
you smile at the driver
when you get to the airport
you smile at everyone”
so I go out
call a cab, smiling

“now is the time
use your small dagger and your iron will
a massacre is about to begin”
I feel distracted –
are these two lines from a poem?
then something makes we weak altogether:
“now is the time
you must go through death
to enter paradise
the virgins in paradise
are already prepared
in their most beautiful clothes
to welcome you”
and so I decide
to give up the mission

they should not have said that
as soon as I read it I thought
maybe I don’t have to die
don’t have to kill so many people
to get at this thing

2001
Tr. MW, Nov. 2015

《阅读指令》

近些日子
我总是反复阅读
那些不要命的恐怖分子
在行动之前
得到的4页指令

上面说:现在
你该起床了
以最快的速度
穿好衣服
我就起床
穿好衣服

上面说:现在
你该洗漱
去卫生间
对着镜子
剃掉脸上
多余的毛发
我就洗漱
并且嗡嗡嗡地
剃须

上面说:现在
你该出门
下楼打车
坐上车子
你会感到紧张
而消除紧张的
最佳做法是
对司机微笑
到了机场
对你见到的每个人微笑
于是我就
出门、打车、微笑

上面说:现在
带着你的小刀和意志
一场屠杀就要开始
我被分了神
以为那是两行诗
而彻底使我软掉的是
上面说:现在
你就要穿越死亡
进入天堂
天堂的美女
已经穿好了
最美丽的衣裳
迎接你的到来
于是我就
放弃了一切行动

它不该说这个
它一说这个我就想
也许我犯不着死
犯不着杀那么多人
就能够得到这些

(2001)

SCH-SCH-T-TOT-T-TT-TERN – 伊沙维也纳朗诵会 – S-S-ST-T-T-TUT-T-TER-RING

5月 16, 2015

Photos and videos by Beate Maria Wörz

Photos and videos by Beate Maria Wörz

Yi Sha 《结结巴巴》
S-S-ST-T-T-TUT-T-TER-RING

m-m-my s-st-tut-t-ter-r-ring t-trap
d-d-dis-s-sab-b-bl-led c-c-cla-p-t-trap
c-c-can-n-t g-g-et a-a b-bit-te i-int-to m-my b-brain
and l-look a-at m-my l-legs

y-you-your f-f-fly-i-ing spit
y-y-your m-mildewed s-slime
m-m-my w-weary l-lungs
a-are f-f-full o-of g-grime

I n-need t-to b-b-break out
f-f-from y-y-your s-sp-pout-ting s-song
b-break o-out o-of y-your h-house

m-m-my sh-shoot-t-ting t-t-tongue
m-m-mach-chine g-g-gunn f-fire
it feels so good

i-in m-m-my s-st-tut-t-ter-ring l-life
the-there a-are n-no g-ghosts
ju-just l-llook at-t m-my f-face
I d-d-don’t c-care!

1991
Tr. MW, 2015

Yi Sha 《结结巴巴》
ST-STO-TO-TT-TERN

m-mein st-sto-to-tt-ternd-der m-mund
b-b-behind-dderter schschlund
b-b-bei-sst- s-ich wund
an m-meinem r-rasenden hirn
und m-meine b-beine –

euer t-trief-fend-der,
schschimmliger schschleim
m-meine l-lunge
i-ist m-müd’ und hin

i-ich w-will r-r-aus
aus eurem g-gross-a-artiggen rh-rhythmus
a-aus eurem h-haus

m-m-meine
sch-schp-prache
m-masch-schinengewehr-s-salven
es tut so gut

in m-meinem st-stott-ttoterndem r-reim
auf m-mein l-leben g-gibt es k-keine l-leich-chen
s-s-seht m-mich a-an
m-m-mir i-ist all-les g-gleich!

1991
Übersetzt von MW im April 2013

<結結巴巴>

結結巴巴我的嘴
二二二等殘廢
咬不住我狂狂狂奔的思維
還有我的腿

你們四處流流流淌的口水
散著霉味
我我我的肺
多麼勞累

我要突突突圍
你們莫莫莫名其妙
的節奏
急待突圍

我我我的
我的機槍點點點射般
的語言
充滿快慰

結結巴巴我的命
我的命裡沒沒沒有鬼
你們瞧瞧瞧我
一臉無所謂

1991

Photos and videos by Beate Maria Wörz

Photos and videos by Beate Maria Wörz

Yi Sha 《精神病患者》
GEISTESKRANKE

theoretisch
weiß ich nicht
wie es sich äußert
wenn eine geisteskrankheit ausbricht
ich hab nur gesehen
in diesem land
in dieser stadt
wenn ein geisteskranker loslegt
streckt er den arm hoch und bricht aus
in parolen
der revolution

1994
Übersetzt von Martin Winter 2013

《精神病患者》

從理論上講
一個精神病患者的發作
應該是怎樣的
我不知道
我只看到
在這個國家
在這座城市
一個精神病患者的發作
往往是振臂高呼
一串革命口號

1994

Yi Sha《精神病患者》
MENTAL PATIENTS

theoretically
I don’t know
how it should be
when a mental patient
suffers an outbreak
but what I have seen
in this country
in this city –
a mental patient suffers an outbreak:
up goes his arm
out come the slogans of revolution

1994
Tr. MW, 2013-2014

Photos and videos by Beate Maria Wörz

Photos and videos by Beate Maria Wörz

Yi Sha 《我想杀人》
ICH MÖCHTE JEMANDEN UMBRINGEN

ich fühle mich etwas komisch
ich will jemanden töten

oh! das war letztes jahr
herbst kroch über das laub

zwanzig todeskandidaten
am flussufer nördlich der stadt

“peng! peng!”
einer wurde aufgeschnitten

in der folgenden operation
erhielten WIR eine niere

1994
Übersetzt von MW 2012

《我想殺人》

我有點不大對勁了
– 我想殺人
噢!那是去年
在爬滿落葉的秋天
二十名死囚被押往
北郊的河灘
“砰!砰!”
其中一個被剖腹取腎
在隨後進行的手術中
移植寡人

1994

Yi Sha 《我想殺人》
I WANT TO KILL

I am feeling a little strange
– I want to kill someone
Oh! It was last year
autumn crept over the leaves
twenty death candidates lined up
at the river north of the city
„Peng! peng!“
One of them was cut open
and in the following operation
We got a kidney

1994
Tr. MW, 2015

angewandte2

Yi Sha 《9/11心理报告》
9/11 AUF DER COUCH

erste sekunde mund offen scheunentor
zweite sekunde stumm wie ein holzhuhn
dritte sekunde das ist nicht wahr
vierte sekunde kein zweifel mehr da
fünfte sekunde das brennt nicht schlecht
sechste sekunde geschieht ihnen recht
siebte sekunde das ist die rache
achte sekunde sie verstehen ihre sache
neunte sekunde die sind sehr fromm
zehnte sekunde bis ich drauf komm
meine schwester
wohnt in new york
wo ist das telefon
bitte ein ferngespräch
komme nicht durch
spring zum computer
bitte ins internet
email ans mädl
zitternde finger
wo sind die tasten
mädl, schwester!
lebst du noch?
in sorge, dein bruder!

2001
Übersetzt 2013 von Martin Winter

Yi Sha
9.11 REPORT FROM THE COUCH

Ist second: mouth barn-door open
2nd second: wooden-chicken stiff
3rd second: couldn’t believe it
4th second: it must be true
5th second: what a great fire
6th second: well they deserve it
7th second: this is retribution
8th second: these buggers have guts
9th second: must be their religion
10th second: before I realize
my own little sister
lives in new york
I need a telephone
long distance call!
can’t get a connection!
I go storming for a computer
where is the internet
typing out characters
writing an email
shaky fingers
“sister, sister!
are you alive?
your elder brother is worried sick!”

2001
Tr. MW, Oct. 2014

9/11心理報告

第1秒鐘目瞪口呆
第2秒鐘呆若木雞
第3秒鐘將信將疑
第4秒鐘確信無疑
第5秒鐘隔岸觀火
第6秒鐘幸災樂禍
第7秒鐘口稱復仇
第8秒鐘崇拜歹徒
第9秒鐘感嘆信仰
第10秒鐘猛然記起
我的胞妹
就住在紐約
急撥電話
要國際長途
未通
扑向電腦
上網
發伊妹兒
敲字
手指發抖
“妹子,妹子
你還活著嗎?
老哥快要急死了!”

2001

Yi Sha 伊沙 READING IN TUCSON, ARIZONA 美国亞利桑图森朗诵会

10月 23, 2014

Photo by Michael Gessner

Photo by Michael Gessner

Yi Sha
READING AT TUCSON POETRY FESTIVAL: OCT. 25th, 2014

1) 《车过黄河》 CROSSING THE YELLOW RIVER
2) 《9/11 心里报告》 9/11 REPORT FROM THE COUCH
3) 《中国底层》 CHINA DOWN AT THE BOTTOM
4) 《性爱教育》 SEX EDUCATION
5) 《在美国使馆遭拒签》 HAVING MY VISA REFUSED
6) 《二 泉映月》 THE MOON REFLECTED IN SECOND SPRING
7) 《烟民萨达姆》 SADDAM THE SMOKER
8) 《进入美国》 ENTERING AMERICA
9) 《佛蒙特创作中心》 VERMONT STUDIO CENTER
10) 《一年》 ONE YEAR
11) 《在美国再忆钟品》IN AMERICA, THINKING OF ZHONG PIN
12) 《隔壁的歌声》 SONG FROM NEXT DOOR
13) 《梦(442)》 DREAM #442 (it is winter/ I’m in an internet cafe/ …)
14) 《佛州吟》 SONG OF VERMONT
15) 《烦人的鲁奖》 GODDAMN LU-PRIZE

Presented by Tucson Poet Laureate Rebecca Seiferle!

Bentley’s House of Coffee and Tea, 6-8 pm

photo by Michael Gessner

photo by Michael Gessner

4

Yi Sha
SEX EDUCATION

One of our travels
We didn’t get out very much –
Nine years ago. Led us to Qingdao –
A summer of love
Sand castles, writing on rocks
Fresh clams in small restaurants
Very cheap. I remember
We lived in a school
A hotel for the summer
It was our summer of
Watching movies together
One night we sat
In the video room
All the way until morning
There was a flick about all kinds of fish
We were attracted
And then we felt
Shaken without compare
There was a fish called salmon
They had this one time
Of uninhibited communion
At the end of their lives
Fish of great beauty
Nine years ago
We don’t remember
How great it was
But no-one forgets
The pain at the end

1997
Tr. MW, 2014/2

Martin

Photo by Howard Romero

伊沙
《性爱教育》

那是我们不多的
出门旅行中的一次
九年前      在青岛
那是属于爱情的夏天

海滩上的砂器和字迹

小饭店里的鲜贝

非常便宜  记得

我们住在一所

学校里  在夏季

它临时改成了旅店

那是我们共同的

爱看电影的夏天

一个晚上  我们

在录像厅里

坐到了天亮

一部介绍鱼类的片子

吸引了我们

使我们感到

震惊无比

那种鱼叫三文鱼

一种以一次

酣畅淋漓的交媾

为生命终结的

美艳之鱼

九年了

我们没有记住

它的美丽

只是难以忘记

这种残酷的结局

1997

Photo by Howard Romero

Photo by Howard Romero

photo by Howard Romero

photo by Howard Romero

YI SHA 伊沙: SUNDAY OCT. 5TH 2014 VERMONT STUDIO CENTER LECTURE HALL READING

10月 7, 2014

YI SHA: SUNDAY OCT. 5TH 2014 VERMONT STUDIO CENTER LECTURE HALL READING

9/11 REPORT FROM THE COUCH
CHINA DOWN AT THE BOTTOM
SEX EDUCATION
HAVING MY VISA REFUSED AT THE AMERICAN EMBASSY

(ENTERING AMERICA, DREAM #442, ONE DAY CROSSING THE SQUARE, GOING HOME FOR LUNAR NEW YEAR, THE PEOPLE ….)

VortragYi Sha
9/11 REPORT FROM THE COUCH

Ist second: mouth barn-door open
2nd second: wooden-chicken stiff
3rd second: couldn’t believe it
4th second: it must be true
5th second: what a great fire
6th second: well they deserve it
7th second: this is retribution
8th second: these buggers have guts
9th second: must be their religion
10th second: before I realize
my own little sister
lives in new york
I need a telephone
long distance call!
can’t get a connection!
I go storming for a computer
where is the internet
typing out characters
writing an email
shaky fingers
“sister, sister!
are you alive?
your elder brother is worried sick!”

2001
Tr. MW, Oct. 2014

伊沙
《9.11心理报告》

第1秒钟目瞪口呆

第2秒钟呆若木鸡

第3秒钟将信将疑

第4秒钟确信无疑

第5秒钟隔岸观火

第6秒钟幸灾乐祸

第7秒钟口称复仇

第8秒钟崇拜歹徒

第9秒钟感叹信仰

第10秒钟猛然记起
我的胞妹
就住在纽约
急拨电话
要国际长途
未通
扑向电脑
上网
发伊妹儿
敲字
手指发抖
“妹子,妹子
你还活着吗?
老哥快要急死了!”

(2001)

 

Here is a link to our reading at Vermont Studio Center on SoundCloud. 伊沙、维马丁在美国佛蒙特创作中心朗诵的录音